Ashita Kuru Hi English Ver. :D

it's an insert song in the anime called Kobato
It's not the "Real" Ashita Kuru Hi's song, but it's still nice and the person singing this song has a cute voice ! >W< try to hear it !
Link :

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pynHJPBIOM

And as usual, I'll write down the lyrics as well~ ^^

Fall is here and Winter

hides in the tips of the branches.

In the deepness of this world

there are no limits to kindness.

Every time the night falls

let us offer a prayer.

So that we can welcome

each coming day with perfect peace.

Please guide us with your voice,

oh voice so far, far away.

It sounds like a smile,

sounds like a song,

it sounds like the sound of the wind.

Happiness or sadness I'll

embrace it all and keep walking forward.

Cause we are together,

strongly connected.

My hand, your hand, are one.

WORST DAY EVER !

Guess what ?!
my friend, "T" , which is Lemon's best friend told me, that Lemon told him he got Girlfriend from America..  but T is not sure whether Lemon is lying or not. :'(( I hope he was just lying.. D':

And then,, My mom SCOLDED me just because of MY MAID !!! STUPID MAID ! ALWAYS SAID SUCH STUPID THINGS THAT MADE PEOPLE MISUNDERSTOOD ME !!!!!!!!!!!! >:((( she told my mom that I never study and i always play computer. I DID study but AFTER she Sleeep !! she just don't know anything ! 

i told my mom i study after she sleep, but all she said was "It's at night already ! I told u to study AFTER school ! U shouldn't sleep so late ! what for you study until late at night at 12 but you feel sleepy!" well that's HER NOT ME !! when i sleep early, what do they, my parents, told me ???!?? "you know , I always sleep at 3 or 5 or sometimes even didn't sleep just to study" AREN'T THEY THE SAME ?!??!?!?!!! AAAAAAAAAAARGGH !!! 

I actually wanted to talk more about Lemon. That's what i'm planning before... but i was too angry with my mother that i talk more about my mother.. 

Stupid TRAFFIC JAM !!

That Mango Guy PISSED ME OFF ==
I've tried to asked my parents to allow me to go to his hometown since LAST YEAR to meet him [as friend] well i did loved him last year but not until i loved lemon back. =w=a 
and once i got my permission to go there, he said he can't go to meet me just because of TRAFFIC JAM ?!??!?!?! 
I have to message him every 3 hours [since he didn't reply me] to make sure whether we can meet or not. and he replied me after 9 hours ?! and he said he just came back from his friend's house and can't go to meet me since there's a TRAFFIC JAM. !! HOW THE HELL HE GO TO HIS FRIEND'S HOUSE THEN ?!?!?!?!! he can go to his friend's house but can't go to the mall ?!! i'm so angry so i replied him with a lie "nevermind, i'll go by myself" while actually my maid was there. lol. I wanna know whether he'll change his mind to meet me, or just felt sorry a little bit for making me go by myself. but he DIDN'T EVEN REPLY MY MESSAGE ?!??!!??!! 
Sometimes, i just don't understand him. he said he loved me, but he doesn't care at all. It's not like i was wishing him to actually keep loving me after i rejected him or come and meet me as a guy who love me. but as a friend. i came THERE as a Friend ! a friend from far away, who may not be able to went there anymore ! He can at least meet me for a while!! >:/

pointless.. ==

DAMN~! ><

yesterday i was sooo happy to be able to go to Mango's hometown. and I realised.. he's having EXAM =A= he is very busy, means it's all pointless.. ==a even if i reach there,, he is very busy and we can't meet each other... =A= *sigh*

YIIIIPPPIIEEEHH~!!!

YAAAY~!! at laaaaaassst~!! i'm allowed to go to mango's hometown ! MEANS i could meet hiiim !! >W<

BUUUUTT !!!

how am i gonna get an excuse to tell my mom where i'm going when i am going to meet mango?? 

since my mom gonna go to his hometown as well.. ><" can help me to think of an excuses.. ?? :p

because when i meet him, it's gonna be only the  2 of us. he is a boy, if my mom found out, she would thought that we're dating and i'll be DEAD  by then ... ><

Wish Upon a Star~*

Well, it's from barbie movie, it may sounds childish to think that it was from barbie ,, but believe me, it's a nice song ! :) *in my opinion* i loved to listen to this song :)

Here is the Link it you wanna listen to the song :) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rM3nY6Vt7t8

And the Lyrics.. :

Remember when I said I won't miss you
The truth is that I do
I never stop thinking about you (About you)
We are meant together, the two of us our bound
And now it seems like forever
I can't get you off my mind

If I could wish upon a star
Then I would hold you in my arms (Hold you in my arms)
And I know we could love once again (Love again)
If I could turn the hands of time
Then you would love me, still be mine
Baby, I would be right where you are
If I could wish upon a star

It's obvious and everyone can see
But baby, you and I are truly meant to be
But nothing turns out right (Nothing turns out right)
If only I could make you realize
If only time could give us just another chance
I'd prove it all to you

If I could wish upon a star
If I could turn the hands of time
Then I'd be in your arms again

If I could wish upon a star
Then I would hold you in my arms (Hold you in my arms)
And I know we could love once again (Baby, love again)
If I could turn the hands of time
Then you would love me, still be mine
Baby, I would be right where you are
If I could wish upon a star

If I could wish upon a star

 

Lemon's Birthday~!

You know what ?!??

Today is Lemon's Birthday Desu~!! >w<

so,, i post on his wall in fb "Happy Birthday :))" . I thought he would ignore it or just like it. but he commented on it ! "TQ~~ ^^" aaaawww~~ 

i know it's stupid to feel so happy just by his "thank you" but.. it's been a while since he said something to me.. and when he talked to me, or chat with me, he would answer it coldly.. well, at least i'm not ignored anymore, :')

I'm soooooooooo Hwuaaapiiiehh~ 

 

Mango~

It's been quite a long time since the last time i talked about Mango huh? :p

Well,, We haven't talked to each other for around 1 month,, he isn't online at all! and my phone couldn't send message to him, i don't know why tough,, he can't receive my message.

Actually, i'm planning to go to his hometown with my club teacher , since my teacher wants to go there, too. But, she is kinda busy.. D: still not sure can or not..

i really hope i could meet Mango.. at least once~  hahhah~!