Welcome To My Life

Do you know the song called "Welcome to My Life" ? It is Simple Plan's song.
It's song was just like me,, it feels like it was made for me. If can i would like to sing this song to SOMEONE...


and here is the Link if you guys wanna hear the song. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0U0AlLVqpk&ob=av3e

and this is the lyrics :

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands you?


Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?


Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Merry Christmas !

MeRrY ChRiStMaS and HaPpY NeW YeAr~! x]

Let's Celebrate Christmas with Family and Friends~ :)

Put on Your Christmas Tree~

So that Santa Will come to Your House~

and Give You  Many Presents~ :D

HELP!! x(

Anyone, can give me any suggestions ?!?! what should I do about Lemon now??? Give up on him ? forget about him ??? Tell me please,, Tell me, what's the best Decision~~~

Actually,, I've realized about this before, the Lemon that I love is the Lemon in my memories, when he was once my BF, but not the him now. He is Different, he is the total opposite of the him last time . 

I tried to not believe in it.. but I can't lie to myself anymore.. Everything was true... that, all this time I was looking at Lemon using my memory.. You guys get what i mean? i don't know how to say it correctly.. just.. (.__.)

What to do ? :/

This few days,, I'm thinking of giving up on Lemon,, but.. is this really the best decision.. ? 

He's the best man ever! :') i don't wanna give this feeling away.. but I know, there's no more hopes for me to be together with him,..

i'm afraid, the more i tried to get him, the more he got annoyed by me and he's going to get rid  of me again... :'(

I just don't know what to do with my feelings.. 

Nanatsuiro Drops~

I've watch this anime twice or 3 times, but it really is a nice story, u guys should try to watch it too,, if you like anime.. :P hhehehe

Masaharu Tsuwabuki is a normal student, though not very social.

One day he meets a new student named Sumomo Akihime, 

and another girl named Nadeshiko Yaeno, Sumomo's close friend.

 That same afternoon, he suddenly bumps into Arthur, 

a servant of Nona Yūki from Figurare who at the time was disguised with a mask. 

The collision causes Arthur to drop a bag full of magical potions; amid gathering up the scattered cans, one of them is accidentally switched with Masaharu's soda can. Upon drinking it, he transforms into a stuffed animal lamb at night.

He must collect seven stardrops, in order to return to normal. He ask for help from Sumomo as "Yuki". Every night, Yuki and Sumomo collect the seven stardrops together.. 

But Yuki musn't tell Sumomo that he is Tsuwabuki. If Sumomo found out that Yuki is Tsuwabuki, he would turn into a real doll forever. And Soon, they started to love each other..

It was a Sad love story D'x i wanna cry when i watch it.. DD: the ending part only though, hahahaa~~

My Birthday~! x)

I went out with Guava, Dragon Fruit and Yonyon [1st one without using fruit name, since i cant think of one for him LOL] on my Birthday.

At first it was only me and Guava, and then i invite Dragon Fruit and Yonyon, too. They came after school, They were still wearing their school uniform, Dragon Fruit looks cooler in his School uniform you know xD LOL~!! 

but doesn't mean he looks bad in his casual clothes hahaha xD that's the first time i saw him in his school uniform though :P

We went to Excelso and drink coffee EXCEPT me~ yea, i don't like bitter things :P so i buy Peach ice tea. oh, and i remembered what yonyon said "we all buy coffee how come she is the only one buying tea" xDD hahaha ,, Guava wanted to pay the bills, but i said it's my birthday, so let me treat them. in the end, i pay half of the price and Guava pay another half. but the guys didn't like it to be paid by girls. so, Dragon fruit paid me, but i don't want the money, i wanted to give him back, but he move backwards, i run to him, he ran backwards while smiling. =A=" in the end i couldn't give him back the money.. 

when i messaged him about the money, he said "nevermind, it's for memento" LOL, is there anyone that give money as memento [Except Dragon Fruit] XDD hahhahah


by the way, that's the first time i met Yonyon, and also the first time i went out with Dragon Fruit, lol. i feel nervous and i hide behind Guava, lol =w=a
Yonyon is much more noisier than the him in the chat, really, he kept talking, hahhaha xD and he kept saying "Hello" that time =__=




Finally, when i sent Guava back, She gave me a big box. inside it is a big pink color teddy bear >W< Kawaaiiii~~ :P heheh

But my teddy bear's color is the same as its ribbon here, and the ribbon color is the same as the bear =w=a (I just found this in internet LOL)

Characters in my blog~ :D

I got flu right now. =A= it's not exactly flu though. it's because i am alergic to dust and also to air pollution. i think there's so much pollution here :P tehee..
oh yeah, one of my friends complaint, he says that , this blog is confusing, i use so many fruits name. so, let me list down all the characters in my blog up until now xD

Lime [myself]

Lemon

Mango

Durian

Apple

Grape

Coconut

Guava

Watermelon

Melon

Papaya

Orange

Durian2

Soursop

Noni

Birthdays~~ xD

Today i went out with Coconut, Apple, Watermelon and Orange.
You know what ?? my birthday with Watermelon and Orange is so near!! Watermelon's is 19th. mine is 22nd. and Orange's is 23rd !! xD so we went out together today to celebrate it. since i'm not around starting tomorrow until next year :P 

Me, Watermelon and Orange xDDD

I bought a mug for Watermelon, 

It's light green color mug. but i can't find the same one in the internet 

and I bought nothing for Orange.. T^T but i color a card with the writing Happy Birthday and the picture was Doraemon XD Hhahahaha! the background color was orange. since he likes orange color [and that's one of the reason his name was orange here] :P 

But it's not exactly the same though. :P just an example xD

and then, Coconut gave watermelon a star shaped doll :D it's red color. actually I wanted to buy that star shaped doll for myself since few months ago =w= it's cute. i like the pink color one :DD hahahah~~ 

and coconut gave Orange an orange xDD HAHAHA!! 

but of course she didn't only gave him an orange. she also gave him a notebook. 

The writing on the cover is different =w=a

Orange and Apple gave watermelon a novel :D
This is a picture of the novel. :P

Orange and Watermelon gave me comics!
this is the comics that they gave me.

 i was surprised when i saw them bought a present for me, i didn't expect that. 
well, you see.. my friends from my old school has never gave me any present for my birthday before, they didn't even say happy birthday to me. only some of them... 
i'm so happy to get those present from them.. x') i will treasure it.. :) i'll  wrapped the book, and keep it neatly xD lolol~~ 

By the way, We went to karaoke AGAIN! XD hahahahah.. and there's somethin' that shouldn't be happening there.. 
Coconut, Watermelon and Apple went out of the room, i don't know why.. so only me and orange left.. We sang Taylor Swift's song. You guys know her right ? :D I sang the song with the title "You belong with me" and the two of us stand on the couch and we dance while we sang, the part when it says "If you could see that i'm the one who understands you" we pointed at each other... and without i realize, I'm still doing the actions when it says "you belong with meee" i sang while pointing at him "you beloong with.. eh?" i almost pointed at myself, if i really did it, It would be same as if i was confessing to him right ? saying that he belong with me.. argh, so embarrassing... >///<"