Happy Chinese New Year, all !! :D

New Student~!

There's a new Student in my class, call him.... errm... Avocado... =w="

Well, I'm kinda curious about this guy.... It's not like i Like him or what~ We're just friends~! :] I still like Lemon~ hahhah... though he is being so cold towards me....

U see,, he's just like a gangster, he is naughty, in his 2nd day of school he ate in the class and whatever thingy~ BUT he is kind to me! he didn't disturb me, he.. i just don't know what type of person he is actually... 

Apple asked me to not be too close to him, well, since most of the time he followed me...  when i asked her why, she said "don't ask me! just don't be too close to him!" but I just can't you know.. maybe he looks like he is a bad guy.. but.. He is kind to me... and i know i shouldn't really believe in someone i just know for 2 days.. but.. that's me! i can easily trust people..
   
EXCEPT, there's a Reasonable reasons why i should be careful of him or i saw something bad he did by myself... >< 

So,, i'm confused.. is he really a bad guy that i should get rid of?

Okay,, by the way.. no pictures for this post.. =w=" i just don't know what picture to put here, hahhah~ xD

Just So You Know~

This songs is just like my Feelings right now! xD hahhah,, it was sang by Jesse McCartney~ :D 
Here is the Video Link :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZ5iCKed6mk

Lyrics:

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

 


And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

Aw !

I have a friend called "Aw" that's his name. funny right? xD

well, he is older than me around 2 or 3 years, he graduate already. He is very tall and thin XD and he is a type of person that do not like to waste money but he is very kind and also funny. 

He has a Mobile Phone, but he didn't use it. he said "wasting money to buy the phone credit" . He didn't make Facebook either, or yahoo messenger or windows live messenger, he said "wasting time" LOL XD and i thought i could never meet him again. since i can't contact him at all..hehheh..

but just now, when my mom went shopping with me.. i saw HIM! he is working as a part-time job~! i'm shocked but also happy. 

I feel so stupid, since i'm too shocked, i talk to him with my shocked face "you..work...here..??" can you imagine that?? no i don't think so, since you don't know my face hahhahahah xDD and then, he said "come here buy what?" i thought he was asking me "come here BY what?" so i answer him 'car' LOLOL !!! XDDD he repeated his words "i mean, come here BUY what??" 'yea la, by Car' "I mean BUY things, buy clothes or whatever~" 'OOO!!!! hahhahah!! i thought u say B.Y' LOL XD kinda embarrassing, hahhahah~ 

I'm happy to meet Aw, hahhah~ well, hope we can meet again, x]

Why can't you Believe me, Mom ?!

Starting this year, everyday i study either biology, physics or chemistry, but my mom keeps saying "you didn't study ?! everyday play only!!" i've told her i study,,
me : 'i did study mom! since few days ago i study!' 
mom : "few days ago but today you didn;t right?!" 
me : 'i can't force myself to study when i have no mood at all right ?! even if i force myself to study i couldn't remember anything! besides i did study everyday!' 
mom : "where got study using mood one?! everyday MUST study! only LAZY people using MOOD to study!" 
me : "GOT! i mean, not everytime i feel lazy right?! but when i really really have no mood, not even 1% how can i study ?!"
I feel damn ANGRY !!! >:((( I STUDY! I REALLY REALLY STUDY! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BELIEVE ME?!??! If my family keeps saying me STUPID, LAZY how can i have the MOOD to study or what so ever ~! I need SUPPORT from my families to SUPPORT me to study or get high mark, NOT A WORD SAYING ME LAZY AND STUPID !!!!!!!  is it that hard to do all this ???

Bottle Love Letter~

I actually made this blog to write things that made me angry, for example about Noni (someone that i really hate) :P but Unexpectedly, Most of the things that i wrote is about Love ! xD hahahaha~

I bought a bottle love letter last year, in November i think... 

Dunno why, but i can't Rotate it D:

i wanted to give it to Lemon when he really is going to move to Australia.. i keep it in a plastic, and there's a sweets wrapper in it, it's the sweets that Lemon gave to his friend, and his friend gave it to me, i know i sounded scary, but, that's the only thing that's lemon's that i can have and i just put it on the table.. suddenly, my mom saw it! she asked me "what is this???" I'm shocked... Lucky she doesn't understand English, so she doesn't know about it.. and she continued "why is there a sweets wrapper?" *inside my heart "oh SHIT!"* i answered her 'o-oh.. that's... i'm going to throw it later...' LOLOL!!! damn scared she would found out that time~~

Lemon~

I saw Lemon today...

when i saw him my face blush like hell. and i can't stop smiling, my friends (girls) look at me like a weirdo~ 

but i'm just too happy to be able to see him after quite a long time..